Bothersome thoughts.

Hello there!

It hasn't been three years yet but I'm back writing! Lol

Urgh, I don't know what's wrong with me.
It's going really well with Shaun!
Like even better than I had imagined but there's just something that limits me and I don't know why it's like that. :(

I just feel that it's too good to be true!
Everything is just moving so smoothly and I just can't kick the thought that it's all just a dream.
I'm blahdy insecure. Insecure if I actually really was capable of snatching my hunk away from the market. Haha.. It's not Shaun's fault or anything. Just mine.

Maybe like he said I'm being too critical with myself and let others mind their own business but...
Yeah, it's the but that's doing all these bullshit to me.

Meh, I really just hope that it's me and not something drastic in the near future.
Maybe it's because of Amway that's making me doubt him.

SCREW THIS SHIT!
I'M HUNGRY!

It's 2014

Hello World! It's me after about 3 years!

Looking back at the last post just made me feel like writing again.

I know I'm actually supposed to be doing my assignments but I just couldn't concentrate. I know I am someone who can be easily distracted but maybe I just wanted to get some stuff off my mind. It's difficult to update what I've been up to to or have done since the last post so I'll just start of with last week.

Last week was...

It was something I would never had imagine to happen to me. I know I doubt myself a lot and I don't have much confidence in myself, especially my ability to attract things or even people in my life. But somehow, last week was a major turnover.

I met someone. :)

Someone who actually makes me feel so comfortable just being who I am. I'm so grateful that he accepts me for who I am and polishes me to do the things I like. I'm not someone who has had much experience when it comes to relationships so the feelings I have right now are so new to me and it excites me! Call me stupid or anything but I'm love struck. THANK YOU CUPID!

My heart flutters very easily since I've met him. I can't stop thinking when I would see him or when I could hear his voice. I unconsciously stare at the text messages he sends me. Sometimes, I read the whole conversation again and again. Hahaha. I just can't help it!

I love his kisses, his cuddles, his voice, his touch, the way he holds my hand and the little random remarks he makes. Not forgetting the way he lets me boss him around. :D

OH! AND HE'S SO VULNERABLE TO TEASING! 
SO CUTE!! >.< 

Gosh, I just really like him! Just thinking about him makes me smile.

Like a pervert. T______T

I've never had anyone treat me like the way he does. He makes me feel wanted and appreciated and honestly, thats all I ask for. Okay, maybe sometimes a little more of other things but.. being wanted and appreciated... just fulfills me. It satisfies me and maybe, just maybe makes me like myself a little bit more.

I'm so drama. hahaha. And he knows it too! LOL. I know it's only been a week but somehow time doesn't really play that big of a role. I just feel the connection I have with him. A very strong connection that is. I want to tell the whole world about him but I'm afraid I would take things a little too fast so maybe this is where I hit my breaks for now.

It's still very early for me to say this but somehow, I can see a future with this guy. My French Fly.

Anyways, here's a picture of me!
It's my facebook profile picture but who cares!

Well that's it for now.

I wonder when will I be posting again?

Soon, maybe. Or in another 3 years? H

Hahaha.. 

AHHHH!!!

I forgot! This is my 1001 post!

What a number. :D